| Alrighty . . I have had alot of time to think about this whole xanga thing. . and I am sorry that it caused people to get upset. . yeah most of you prolly have know clue who I am talking about so dont worry about it. .but for the people that did I am sorry. .
Okay I got some things to say before I stop writing in here for a while! Maybe I do "love" Matthew . I am aware that I am in the 8th grade and I know that being serious is kinda stupid at my age. . .but honestly I have been with Matthew for what now like 10 months . .yeah we have had our up and down weeks but we have always pulled through and came back to each other. . I am not saying that it is the right for Matthew and I to be as serious as we are. . I am simply just saying that I cant control how I feel about him and honestly I do like him alot. . You can call that whatever you want but I guess some call it love. . I cant change that you hate me over this whole stupid xanga thing but just to let you know it hurts my feelings to know that. .I cant beleive this and honestly if you truely just want me to shut my xanga down then I will. . I thought about this and Matthew and I have made mistakes and still are together and we have learned from those mistakes. .Matthew is more than just "my boyfriend" he is like my best friend and I love him for alwyas being there!. .I tell him everythign and with my friend situtation right now I need him and if you take that away from me then I really dont know what I would do. . So yeah know that Matthew and I are argueing over this (aka not fighting as in we will be fine we dont need any of this). . and made our Valentines Day absouly miserable. . I apolgize, I am sorry for everything and hope this can just all go away. . Thanks~
Kristen |
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| I told myself that I would make some changes
But the more I change there's one thing that remains the same
I can't seem to shake ya
You seem to really have a hold on me
And everytime that we break up
We turn around and make up
This can't go on now
I gotta move on now
It's not the fact that I don't love you no more
But I gotta break this bad habit
Can't take his bad habit no more
*-Bad Habit- Destiny’s Child*
.Well the Dance was on Friday and it was a blast. .Kyla those bleachers were so much fun! We were there for 50 percent of the time. . You and Jake are way to cute! :] Well then after the Dance Cara and I watched the notebook. .again now that is the best love story I have ever watched! Then on Saturday we went to the game in Massillon! No Jb? ¿ Ha-ha! Then after the game like every one that was at the game went to Bw2 or 3 or whatever haha and we played all the music in the world and took some wonderful pictures! That was fun then came home to Cara’s and slept then went to church in the morning and that gets me to now. . I am going to clean my room today and watch the notebook .
Love yins! _Kristenn_
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Just got home from Summers house!! Omg! we had so much funn! Alshee (sp) was there! Dont worry hun we will find you a mann soon!. .So was Matthew and Tyler! Summer me and you will have to do somthign sometime!. . .
Love yins I am off to bedd . . so tired!
_Kristenn_ |
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| Loving that picture haha! Thanks Heather!...I am getting a much better one tommorrow at the dance...
*Gotta work on my magazine sorry sooo short*
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it's funny how when i have //all this stress//
and s.a.d.n.e.s.s going on,
you're always there putting a [big] smile on my face.
i never thought i could find someone to
make me happy again. i [always]
had >>doubts<< about how i *felt about you*
afraid of getting _hurt_ but no more doubts.
because a "hi", a short hug in the hall,
a simple smile, and just the little things
you do give me ^butterflies^ and
getting a feeling >>like that<<
well, it's one of the
//best feelings ever//
  Forever in your arms!
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OMG! I worked on my magazine all freaking night and got a whopping 4 pages done. . that means i have to get 16 pages done tomorrow! OH godd!! |
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